Blowin in the Dust

Im mad at everything including myself. I try too put my emotions away on a shelf. I am mad at myself and I cant think. I really think its time to go see a shrink. The world destroyes me like I destroy myself some days I want to blow away in the dust. To stay alive is a must but i will only live in life if me and you continue to have this trust. In the relationship i want the happiness to provel

Who Will Be The One

Life isnt about going around smashing every dime or broad
People need to learn the definition of the word pause.
The world is going crazy who is going to have my baby.
Not everybody or anybody I want the one who can keep me happy.
And not tap me in the wrong dirrection.
When I do things wrong she can lead me towards corrections.
Thats the right selection for me see as you see me grow.
I wont lean towards the hoes or even make females my foes
The one that respects herself is superior to me.
As the elder are superior to the young.
The tought me to keep the negative words off my tongue.
Im still young and confused females were used for me to make up my mind.
It took time but now I know iv'e made up my mind.
And I am no longer walking in the steady wrong direction.
Will this feeling im having lead me towards my selection.
I think about who will be the one day after day.
I see who I think will be the one everyday and I know i need her.
Beauty simular to a dove in a pond of spring water.
I want her to have my daughter
So whens she's born I will the reflection of the love of my life.
Im hopeing in the future my love can be my wife.
Will she be the one.

One Girl

This one girl is my world my future.
This one girl is my eco to my system.
My system goes through a eco when she is around.
Around my space or even Myspace she puts a smile one my face.
Hopeing to grow up with this girl
Oh yeah the men and women may try to interfair.
Bare witness as she dissapears from their presents.
Thats a faithful present.
Now present to the world how we should be together.
Together forever never to part like Homer and Marge.
People claiming that we should restart.
I past on that part.
I want to keep things the same.
And never let them change.

My Love

Well at a certain time in my life I swear I found the person 4 me but I really was not sure of her dedication to me.I know that I love her as much as I appreciate the sun and the moon but she does not seem too feel the same for me. At certain points of time I thought we were going to make it but is that possible?Is their a way 4 us to get along again and to make things work for the both of us. Thats really a question only she can answer because she does not seem to be sure. She can sometimes be the cure to my pain or sometimes the opening to my wound. I bleed on the inside and cry on the out I cried so many times my eyes feel im creating drought. Im all cried out and im tired of this feeling that may occure on random days. Its funny because I go through these things all the time. She does not call like she use to I like the type who can give me all of their spare time. I feel like Im driving blind on a road of destruction because in our relationship/friendship it was alot of corruption one day its fine and another it can be horrible. It just dosn't make any sense. Things become more tense over time. I try to swallow my pride and show my effection. She never seems to pay much attension