My Love

Well at a certain time in my life I swear I found the person 4 me but I really was not sure of her dedication to me.I know that I love her as much as I appreciate the sun and the moon but she does not seem too feel the same for me. At certain points of time I thought we were going to make it but is that possible?Is their a way 4 us to get along again and to make things work for the both of us. Thats really a question only she can answer because she does not seem to be sure. She can sometimes be the cure to my pain or sometimes the opening to my wound. I bleed on the inside and cry on the out I cried so many times my eyes feel im creating drought. Im all cried out and im tired of this feeling that may occure on random days. Its funny because I go through these things all the time. She does not call like she use to I like the type who can give me all of their spare time. I feel like Im driving blind on a road of destruction because in our relationship/friendship it was alot of corruption one day its fine and another it can be horrible. It just dosn't make any sense. Things become more tense over time. I try to swallow my pride and show my effection. She never seems to pay much attension